変わった思い出、変わった考え

バンドに入るという考えは最近に減らした。このごろ、何でも速く変わるので、考えを紙の表で書かなければ、表したいことを話せなくて、プランを出なくて、時間を失えてしまうはずです。しかし、今、何もしたくない。幻想郷に行って暮らして死んでしたいんですよ。でも、みんなも守りたい。この過ぎにくい世界には、友人は僕の人生をよく喜ばれるのです。みんなに去れば、どうするのは知らない。

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再出発の日

新しいプロジェックトをして始めました。そして、続いているプロジェックトは多いです。でも、最近に終えられるかもしれません。Database　のプログラミングはやすくてちょっとつまらない。これは僕の作ったプログラムより複雑だから、プログラムの結構についてよく考えることが大切です。がんばりましょ！夏休みに時間があるので、よく仕事をします。ボランティアもします。

生命の意味は何？全然分からない。僕が知るのは、人のしたいことが知らなかったら、間違い道に歩いて幸せじゃなくなります。そして、未来のために準備して、open mind　の態度で暮らすのは一番いいと思います。九月に、高校三年に入って、もっと難しいことをしてみますが、心配して続けるのはよくないです。だから、速く行け！夢に追い駆けて！

RE: Genesis

"If you die, you just die, everything disappears"

"but what would you see? What would you experience?"

"It doesn't matter. The reason that people believe in God is that
they refuse to believe that when they die, everything just ends"

"but..."
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First and foremost, I would like to ask myself, and ask YOU to ask YOURSELF:

Who am I?

Why am I here? Why am I controlling this body?

You see, if one dies and is gone from this world, there is no reason to believe in morals. There is in fact no reason to live at all. The world is just a dream; it would not affect you in anyway. You just die, die, die, and there is nothing else.

Isn't the above assumption incomplete? It is absent of the reasons behind life. Why live in the first place when you can die? Why work when you can choose not to work? Why do this when you can choose not to? No, there needs to be some reasoning behind life.

Let's start with the most basic mental requirement - happiness. People want to be happy. There are almost infinite ways of stimulating happiness, which can be split into categories - from inside, from outside, and interaction.

There are tons of outside stimulation - watching TV, play games, listen to music, or the borderline ones - drug, smoke, prostitution, gambling, etc. These are usually short and not the happiness you want to base on.

There are also complete inside - by thinking and deciding to be happy - this is difficult, but the most crucial part of a human being to be generally well-being. By assuming an optimistic view of the world and of oneself, one can have the courage and the strength to stand tall and be fairly happy even when bad events happen.

Last and also very important - the happiness gained from interaction. Humans long to interact with others. Friends and family are especially important for this reason. Work is also important for this reason. By interacting socially, one can free oneself of emotional burden, and can also be more happy as to be "part of" something. By working, one can occupy time and also feel good when completing difficult tasks and hard work.

Generally if carefully analyzed, to be happy and free of worry/depression, one should maintain physical, mental, and social well-being as well as having a purpose for life. When you are physically well, you can do things. When you are mentally well, you have made yourself happy by training your mind. When you are socially well, it means that you can achieve happiness through interactions. All this brings it to my next point.

How can you have a good purpose in life if you believe that nothing you do matters? How can you see the world optimistically if you believe you are just waiting to die? How can you have the incentive to work, to play, to live, if you think there is no purpose to them? There MUST be a purpose and a reason behind life for one to NOT believe in the depressed view.

Thus, one should believe in God. One should act according to moral values. By believing in a God, one should also act according to the common ground of all religions - love thy neighbor. By believing in a religion, there is something good to work for; there is something to go for to make yourself satisfied and happy and smile when you die.

Do something to the world today.
Contribute to the world,
because you are here, living, at this moment, being yourself.
There is a reason behind everything.
Everything is a chance for you to reach further out and push yourself.

Quanta

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Energy cannot be created or destroyed. Energy manifests into different forms.
Energy is matter, matter is energy.
Energy governs the world.
Energy is ... God??
- The Secret

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Welcome to the world of quantum mechanics.

Law 1: The position and momentum of a particle cannot be measured with arbitrary accuracy.

In the macroscopic world, we could see where, say, a car is by looking (bouncing a light wave off) at it, or we could use radar. To determine the momentum, just measure position twice in 1 second, and we could calculate the momentum.

Not so in the quantum world.

Since a particle is point-like and extremely small, interaction - say using a photon to probe/interact with it, changes it instantaneously. We could use a photon to interact with it in order to determine its position, but the photon will give energy to the, say, electron, that will change its momentum. We could have the electron leave a path in a particle detector, which will show its momentum, but we could not determine its position at any specific time.

Genesis

At a glance.

"Humans are terrestrial creatures created in the incredibly pleasurable process sexual reproductive process in which the sperm and the egg join to morph into a zygote that will then..."

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For the heck of it. Here is my perception of life.

Each and one of us are electrically wired through neurons, analytical to a computer. There exists a powerful master program, in which through experience in life, collects information and observation, piece them together, and provide the basis for body actions. This is named the "soul."

For far too often, inexplicable phenomenons dictate an object not defined by current standards of science. There is a missing gap.

Who am I?

One would answer "I am _(insert name here)_."

That, however, would not have answered the question at all. At a colloquial level, the question "who are you" denotes an inquiry regarding the name of the subject and any information related, such as the occupation, social status, knowledge, experience, and personality. That would be the ways in society in which humans are identified. Although personality would be a tad more profound than other superfluous features such as facial characteristics, personality does not define a person, nor does the knowledge and the experience that that person has acquired.

We are not defined by our DNA either. We *could* be, however, identified by it. The definition of a particular human goes a little deeper. We are largely influenced by the environment around us. After all, our brain analyzes the world around us, bit by bit, over time. We figured out how to speak, how to control our body, how to think, how to do everything we do. There is another equally influential element - that is our soul. Born in exactly equal environments, because of different souls, two person can be completely different.

For example, how is it that some people indulge in certain activities while others react indifferently. That could range from an innocuous child ripping a piece of paper apart, to people sleeping around with various girls (potentially practicing polygamy), to the enjoyment of stabbing someone in the heart. All these lustful thinking. Why Why? What's the mechanism for all this?